Kendrick Lamar feat. Jhene Aiko- “Growing Apart (Fan Video)”

UPDATE (1/31): Looks like the Kendrick Lamar appearance scheduled to go down in Boston on February 2nd has been cancelled. Well, at least according to his manager, with whom I contacted to get an interview.

Shout out to the young and super-talented Kristina Thomas for directing and putting together this great video. She’s from the Bay Area, but stays in L.A.; we’ve spoke multiple times through the interwebs, and I’m sure I’ll end up working with her in some sort of capacity one day. Her visual interpretation of Kendrick Lamar’s “Growing Apart” dropped last October, but I played the record on my radio show last night, so I decided to post it here.

Kendrick Lamar gained a lot of buzz and garnered much acclaim in 2010, from the mass online hype over his Overly Dedicated project, to influential co-signs from everyone from J. Cole (whom he’s collaborated with, but the track has yet to surface) to the legendary Dr. Dre. I’ll admit, I was dragging my feet about listening to his stuff, mainly because there’s so much hyped-up music circulating. I’m just starting to get into OD now, and I’m hoping to interview him when he comes to the Middle East on February 2nd (you can find the flyer for the show after the jump.) I almost downloaded the chopped and screwed version of OD before the regular one, because I’ve been enjoying the screwed version of Drake’s Thank Me Later so much. I’ll admit, I haven’t fully gone through Overly Dedicated, but I’m adding it to my iPod tonight, and I look forward to giving it a thorough, front-to-back listen within the next few days.

BONUS: Kendrick Lamar- Overly Dedicated

Impressions…

Maybe it’s my fault for being so surface deep with most, but I get misunderstood by a lot of people who meet, and believe to know me. I keep a mostly positive demeanor to balance out what I’ve been through, and keep it moving in a forward and progressively good motion. My positivity was birthed from negativity, sadness, hate and depression. The transition to more positive thinking was an active choice I made to change my circumstance, when I was in dark times. I chose positivity, hope, and light-thinking (still heavy thoughts though) to combat the things around me that were destructive and posed obstacles to my success. I have my share of demons; they are a large part of me, and comprise the majority of my young life. They will certainly not define my future, but will forever walk with me, and for the most part, are a huge inspiration.

I tend to keep it squeaky clean in certain respects, but if that’s all you know of me, you don’t know enough. I tip the scale towards positive and keep it heavily in that direction, because I’ve seen and known some of the dangers of when things are kept dark. I’m just trying to create a fuller image of who I really am. Hopefully it was vivid enough that you’ll feel a picture wasn’t necessary with this post, and that the words sufficed.

Not Because I Don’t Love You…

I haven’t been updating, I know, but it’s not out of my lack of love for you and/or this blog. The new project is on the horizon, so I’ve been focusing on that. Unfortunately, I haven’t had as much time to work on it this month as I would of liked, but I’m happy with the strides that have been made in January. My schedule should open up, I can wrap up the development stages, and finally begin working from the new project once it’s ready.

The above video from J. Cole sort of states where I’m at mentally; it’s the soundtrack for when you wake up at 5am on brisk and snowy mornings to walk to your part-time job in order to keep the lights on (or come up with your share of the rent), yet you still have weeks where your bank account is in the red. As you look down over your iPod, cueing up the song, the breath you just exhaled slightly distorts the image on screen, then, as you walk, you wipe away any sleep that may remain in your eyes. Y’know, the soundtrack for times like that.

I’m really in a good place though overall, a lot better than the last time I posted with a J. Cole song as the soundtrack. No work that you do results in a net zero, every step you take forward—no matter how small—is still a step forward. If you keep it going you build momentum, if you give up a healthy routine you experience regression.

BONUS: Two of my favorite songs with the words love in them; they both (coincidentally) happen to be produced by Jay Dee.
LISTEN: J Dilla- “U-Love (Youtube) & Slum Village- “Fall N Love (Youtube)”

Jesse Jones Presents: U-ology 101

This short, but wildly informative and inspirational video says it all. So many people, my age especially, are so worried about this exact thing Jesse speaks about in the video. College is a time of grand experimentation, but some people go through the motions, and end up losing sight of their passions along the way. Jesse is one of my favorite follows on Twitter, is from Toronto by ways of the West Indies, and is a positive and driven man. Keep up with everything U-ology at their site.

Katrina Bello- “Lights Please (J. Cole Cover)”

I randomly texted Katrina Bello in early 2010, saying she should cover Cole’s song. She’s about a year late, but once you hear it, you won’t be mad that it took this long. A little on the short side, but it’s short and sweet.

DOWNLOAD: Katrina Bello- “Lights Please (J. Cole Cover)”